remember those walls I built?

well, baby they're tumbling down

and they didn't even put up a fight

they didn't even make a sound

(Beyonce Knowles - Halo)

Cara yang Berbeda

Aaah uda lama banget ga nge blog! Seriously i'm a busy woman. Iya aku sibuknya sekarang biar nanti kalo uda gede suami dan anakku ga kebebani lg. haha!😂

Ohya! Kebetulan tanggal 21 kemaren 7bulanan.. Huahahaha ternyata kita uda lebih dari setengah taun jalan:-D Dan selama 7 bulan itu kita pacaran tapi beda banget sama temen-temen aku yang punya pacar. Iya, kita tengkaaaaaarrrr teus. Berasa kayak tom&jerry. Serius! Masak ya pas anniv doang akurnya. Krik bgt😤

Mana ga pernah ketemu juga. Ya he's still on high school. No no no! Aku ga brondong!!!! Ya cuma kebetulan aja-_- ketemu face to face sama dia paling ngga sebulan 1-2kali lah. Dulu jaman masih bulan awal tiap minggu pasti keluar. Tiap hari minggu ato sabtu kek, pokoknya keluar.

But times flies........ aku sibuk dia sibuk kami tidak seperti dulu yg bisa ketemu tiap minggu. Malah semakin ke bulan2 kritis kayak bulan ke6-7 gini ketemunya gara-gara aku marah trs dia kerumah. Kadang kalo kangen tp gabisa ketemu, suka mikir gimana kalo marah aja ya. Lumayan, ntar kalo makin memuncak si doi kan kerumah. Hahahah! Dan sampe sekarang aku suka mikir gitu😏😝

Faktor lain kenapa kita jarang keluar adalah, jarak rumah kita yang nggak deket sama sekali. Ini dia. First-world-problem yang unsolveable. Iya, mau gimana lagi. Rumah kaga bisa digeser, bro!:" tapi seberapa jauh jarak rumah kita, komunikasi adalah kuncinya😉

Kalo liat instagram temen ato denger cerita temen-temen tentang pacarnya kadang suka ngiri. Ada yang waktu anniv berapa bulan gt dikirimin bunga dari kota pacarnya kuliah. Ada yang ngrengek2 minta ditemenin cari kado anniv buat pacarnya yg ada di luar kota (ini nyebelin😒). Ada yang uda 3taun pacaran jarang hampir gapernah marahan. Ada yg waktu ulangtaun pacarnya kasih surprise masuk kekelas. Iri bingiiiit!!!!!

Sempet juga mikir gini, "ih! Pacarku ga romantis banget si! Mana pernah dia begitu? Kapan aku digituin sama dia? Kan lucu gitu, bisa dikenang. ga marah2an mulu gini tiap hari!" Iya, itu pikiran sesaat ajasi.


Hm...... wait....... Tapi kalo dipikir-pikir lagi, Denny ga salah apa-apa kok. akunya aja yg terlalu menye-menye minta dibegituin. ya sok-sokan lah. dia punya cara yang berbeda dari cowo lain. Dia punya cara yang berbeda buat nyampein rasa sayangnya ke pacarnya. Not the way menye-menye like kasi bunga, jangankan bunga! Buat kasih permen susu panda sebiji doang pelitnya minta ampun! He's full of surprise! Eee la kok waktu ulangtaun aku dikasi permen susu sebungkus. Surga duniawi:" he know what i like.

Iya, denny punya cara yang berbeda buat sayang ke aku, but not the way menye-menye yg begitu😊 

"when you love someone but it goes to waste. could it be worse?"

you are the best thing that's ever been mine.

Sunday. July 21st, 2013. 00:30

selamat seperempat tahun. selamat 21 yang ke-3.

i have no words for the love we have. we just can't deny it. or actually i can't deny it. you are the sun of my day and the moon of my nights. the wind that blows through my fingers. and everytime we touch, i just want you to smile. i dont know where life will bring us, but i know that i will bring your heart everywhere i go. keep it last! :-)

Prom Night 2013

AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

who doesn't excited with this event? Yup. We have an event, its a Prom Night for the senior class in my school, Smarihasta. Its a farewell party which will be our last memories in high school. On Saturday, 1st June at permata jingga swimming pool we rock the world. this is some picture for you. enjoy!

the invitation card

this place named hall of fame there was a big poster and we give our sign and name there

there are some band performance

while they were swimming, we taking some pict:p

you will be my sweetest memory guys. i wont forgeting all of our memories that we ever made.

Love, Fara..

Happy Graduation Day

Thursday. May 30th, 2013

HAPPY GRADUATION DAY SMARIHASTA!!!

FINALLY, WELL DONE GUYS!!!! :)) (super late post)

Now, I'm not a student on SMAN 8 Malang anymore. Now I'm a part of IKAHASTA '13\m/ (sounds cool, rite?:p) Finally senior high school ended for 2 years and leave sooooooomuuucchhh memories!! I never thought that I will be graduated from high school when I still fifteen-years-old. Too young? Every people who ask my age always said that.....

The graduation held in Sasana Budaya Universitas Negeri Malang, Jl. Semarang at 7am. Mom can't accompany me, so my sister did. She is my photographer. Hoahaha:p Thankyou and I love you. Moah!:D

MY TURN!!!! HOAHAHA=))

We're so pretty and so happy at the day!!! The red "gordon" means that we are from acceleration class. Is it cool enough?:p

Lintang is my-longlast-friend. We are together from junior high school. In same class too. So, we spent 4 years together:)) And now, we're graduated from senior high school when 15 years old *cheers*! The left side is Pak Harijadi and the right side, beside me, is Bu Anik 

Ah! I'm so disappointed because at the day which I'm so happy, I can't taking photo with him, so I decided to taking photo with his coach. And at night I sent him this photo from BlackBerry Messanger with caption "Suda kayak foto prewed belum? ;;)" PS: I hope he got jealous with this pict:p HOAHAHA!!

Okay, thankyou for you who spent ur time to lookin this blog. And this is my hijab at that day. Make up & Hijab by Mba Evi. Moah!:*

Blessed Friday

Friday, May 24th. 2013

Today is Graduation Announcement for Senior High School in Indonesia. In this year, 2013, 99,48% Indonesia's students stated pass from the national final exam. And my school, SMAN 8 Malang state that all their student can pass it. Super duper big exhale.....

After we know that we passed, we automatically do a habit-after-announcement. Hoahaha. CORET-CORET!!!! Yeah, we write down name or just give a signature each other on uniform. Pilox and markers are our weapon:p we do it in edge of street. All people must to know that we-are-very-happy!!:))

And this is some pictures that describe our euphoria:D

Let's see my cheek. Fika write "LU" on right side and "LUS" on left side with red marker. That means : "LULUS"!!!!!:))

WHOA! WELL DONE!!! SAYA LULUS!!! TERIMAKASIH, PAK, BU!!!!:)))

Thankyou soooooomuch for Pinky Ultra, Pinky Pocky and your time that you given to me. Two hour in  front of my neighbour's house because you didn't want to entered into my house-_-

PS : I love you :)))